Before I went on the Journey, I felt myself dying. I saw the road I was on, and I knew where it was going. Pain was controlling my entire life. I was helpless, struggling, and losing myself. If I continued down that path, I would have become a monster. I could not live with myself if I ended up like that. That’s what broke me. I had no control over the pain and the lust. I begged God for the answer. And I have it now! He gave me another chance. After the way I abused Him, He still loves me. I know He does!
Every time I’ve been tempted since getting back, I’ve sought Him for deliverance and grace. He’s giving me victory! I haven’t been such a free person since I was a child. This is the greatest thing that I have ever experienced! What’s amazing is that this is only the beginning! I have the rest of my life to live for God!
~ David
March 2009 Guys Journey
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June 13th, 2009 at 5:54 pm
Amen! It’s glorious to see God at work and you staying faithful and surrendered to Him!
June 14th, 2009 at 7:00 pm
thanks for sharing David. May the Lord continue to grant you His grace and strength to follow Him and to love Him with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength.
June 26th, 2009 at 1:20 pm
God bless you David!!
Keep strong in the faith, and in His presence and He will bless you greatly!!!